[ The silence would be calming if it didn't make him imagine sounds. He could almost hear himself bleeding, and he definitely heard his own breathing and the irregular beat of his heart. He wondered what Gremio would do if he saw him like this? He had fully intended now to be stupid and get himself hurt for as long as his guardian was there, but he failed that.
He really failed that. As much as he wanted to say this wasn't his fault, a large part of it was. He knew it was definitely his fault when he let his tired eyes shut and drift into a painful, but dreamless, sleep. The arm of the chair beneath his left hand began absorbing more of his blood than the bandages. ]
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He really failed that. As much as he wanted to say this wasn't his fault, a large part of it was. He knew it was definitely his fault when he let his tired eyes shut and drift into a painful, but dreamless, sleep. The arm of the chair beneath his left hand began absorbing more of his blood than the bandages. ]